It's all the same
When I feel like I can't express myself properly, I choose to write. It's a sort of venting I can get out and feel better afterwards. Maybe it's the light to my dark tunnel of thoughts. I'm just tired of having the same type of conversations about problems. What is the point if nothing changes or comes from it? It's as if you're getting frustrated but wasting energy by getting frustrated, because nothing changes and nothing will change. There are many things that are not in your control. And frankly, at this exact point in my life, I don't have time for this, because I just can't think about myself, my wants and my desires, I have another person to take care of, someone so innocent and fragile. It's just that there are certain people whom you cannot walk away from because of the nature of your relationship. Although I would love to but cannot. I know God grants what is best, and you may not see his plan right away when something happens, but he de...