Better Days & Getaways

When an idea fills your head, it becomes similar to an infection. As someone once said, the most dangerous thing in this world is to plant an idea in someone's head. Because once it's there, it will have a hard time getting out. Now, in the olden times there would be scary procedures such as lobotomies, electroconvulsive shock therapy, neurosurgery etc. But these are last resort as they have crazy side effects. With that being said, what are you supposed to do when a thought is impeding your mental health? Are you supposed to focus on it, or are you supposed to distract yourself from it? I guess, it would depend on what type of 'idea' this is. And that is dependent on various other factors. I guess what i'm trying to express over here is that, i'm having a hard time. I'm having difficulties not thinking, it's all i do all the time. Thinking about the wrong things, thinking about inappropriate destructive things that shouldn't matter, but they sure as...

Some people are meant to come in your life to teach you lessons, some people are meant to come into your life to break you so hard that you grow from it, and some people are meant to stay in your life and help you grow, side by side, hand in hand. The former of these two phrases are quite depressing. I'm not really sure what has happened. No, i do know what has happened. I got fucked. Pardon my French.  I don't know how else to describe it. I've never felt so disrespected, taken advantage of left right and centre. It hurts. When you tumble into a pit of nothingness where nothing is real anymore, nothing makes sense, nothing was honest, you just don't know how to react. How do you claim to love me and do these things? Love, this is not love. If this is your love please, i'd hate to see your hate. Oh but wait, i think i already have. How? How does someone have these things inside them, the ability to ruin someone. My biggest flaw was taken advantage of, I was always h...