Better Days & Getaways

Hello my fellow bloggers! Wow it really feels like it's been ages since i've last written here. Let me give you a recap of my life so far. Well i'm in my third year of university and it is honestly shittt. 6 courses can seriously mess with your brain =\ But school has always been a drag so let's not waste time about that. Umm friends, haha oh my. If i could describe my friends in one word, it would be...disappointment. I mean, high school friends. Obviously i'm not talking about the ones i see constantly at school. Some people just don't put enough effort, and the sad thing is, i'm so passive, i won't say anything, but it really eats at me sometimes. I'm not gonna lie it just makes me hide back in my shell and not share anything with anyone. I'm just not satisfied with my friends. Next we'll move on to the lovey dovey crap, as much as i love him...it's so hard to date an engineer. Our schedules clash all the time, i see him like once a we...

So if everything goes as planned, Monday will be the big day. The thing is, my parents are making it awfully hard for me to take Monday off from work. Because they keep suggesting that a day off would be beneficial to me during Ramadhan, the month of fasting. I agree with this, but im not going to be fasting and then be seeing him...that would just be wrong and going against my morals. They need to let me do what i want because i know im really not that needed at work seeing as i came back after 5 weeks and they had little work for me. If this plan succeeds, then it will be a big day, mark your calender fools! haha kidding. I'm kinda scared for taking this big step, but i know i want to. My, have i changed since last year, i'm not a strong follower of my religion, like yeah i pray sometimes, i don't eat meat thats not halal, and i don't drink, but i think thats about it. My views have changed because i used to be anti sexual relations before marriage, but you know what,...

Guess who's back! Shady's back! nahh, fatchikk's back :) I came back from Quebec like two nights ago, wow was it an amaaaazing trip. No words can describe what i've learned from that experience. It made me more independent because i was forced to live alone and do the dishes, cook food, clean and go to school. Definitely a great practical experience. I met new people there got to experience the culture of Trois-Rivieres and how not multicultural that city is =P But it was awesome, i wouldn't take it back at all. Yes, there were times where i was feeling incredibly homesick but i got through those times with the help of my best friend Lais, she was an awesome roomie and friend. This trip strengthened our bond and we made a lot of memories together :) But i am glad to be back home where my other friends and family are...and where he is. I think its been a little over 2 weeks since i last saw him. And even the weekend where i came back, i was rushed because of the wedd...

So tomorrow's the day where i leave for Quebec city. My parents are going to drive my friends and I, and it is a really long car ride. I have no idea what I'll end up doing but I'll think of something. I saw some of my friends yesterday to say goodbye to them because I won't be seeing them for a month+. But most importantly, I got to see him one last time before i leave. I asked him to come visit me there but because he's going through a rough school year, he might not come if summer school is too much him. Nevertheless at least i got to see one last time. I'm definitely gonna miss him. You know, he asked me if we could ever work with the long distance relationship. And i had trouble answering this question because I care for him...a lot. On the other hand i'm pretty used to seeing him on a regular basis pre exam and work period that started like a month ago. We used to see each other every Monday, that was our day. And if i'm living far away, i don'...

A lot has changed since I last wrote in here. First things first, i recently finished my second year of university (yay) and I will be going to Quebec city to study French in about a week, which i'm stoked for. And i'll be going with my really good friend :) So that will make it even more fun. But, on a more personal note, I'm back with my ex. Remember those posts that I wrote about how confused I was because i didn't know why he was back? Well, i guess i know now. I'm almost never wrong about the vibes that people give me, plus i know him really well. The relationship is great! It's definitely not how it was 2 years ago. He doesn't get mad over the same little things and i can say the same for myself. We haven't gotten into 1 fight or argument since we've been back together. That is amaze. I hope it continues. I really missed him, and I'm really happy he's back into my life. Sometimes, i think of how surreal this is, because i never would...