Please don't cry as we depart

So tomorrow's the day where i leave for Quebec city. My parents are going to drive my friends and I, and it is a really long car ride. I have no idea what I'll end up doing but I'll think of something. I saw some of my friends yesterday to say goodbye to them because I won't be seeing them for a month+. But most importantly, I got to see him one last time before i leave. I asked him to come visit me there but because he's going through a rough school year, he might not come if summer school is too much him. Nevertheless at least i got to see one last time. I'm definitely gonna miss him. You know, he asked me if we could ever work with the long distance relationship. And i had trouble answering this question because I care for him...a lot. On the other hand i'm pretty used to seeing him on a regular basis pre exam and work period that started like a month ago. We used to see each other every Monday, that was our day. And if i'm living far away, i don't know how i'll handle not seeing him. I'd love to stay with him for as long as i can but a long distance thing might be tough. But i have enough faith that we'll pull through almost anything. After all, we went through a year without properly talking and he still came back to me. And no, i did not scheme or anything of the sort to get him to come back to me. It happened naturally, as if we were meant to be. I really love him and i can't see my life without him in it. And so, i want him to know that i will be here for him regardless of where i go, because he means a lot to me. And it sucks that i have to leave him because id love to stay and take care of him but sometimes life gives us opportunities that we just have to take. So baby, please don't cry, i'll be back soon.

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