Strange things are happening to me

Hello my fellow bloggers! Wow it really feels like it's been ages since i've last written here. Let me give you a recap of my life so far. Well i'm in my third year of university and it is honestly shittt. 6 courses can seriously mess with your brain =\ But school has always been a drag so let's not waste time about that. Umm friends, haha oh my. If i could describe my friends in one word, it would be...disappointment. I mean, high school friends. Obviously i'm not talking about the ones i see constantly at school. Some people just don't put enough effort, and the sad thing is, i'm so passive, i won't say anything, but it really eats at me sometimes. I'm not gonna lie it just makes me hide back in my shell and not share anything with anyone. I'm just not satisfied with my friends. Next we'll move on to the lovey dovey crap, as much as i love him...it's so hard to date an engineer. Our schedules clash all the time, i see him like once a week for an hour...*sigh* And we haven't got a chance to talk as much either. Sometimes i feel like i have no one to talk to. And what happens when Samra has no one to talk to? She goes and talks to old friends who i used to open up to. And it's comforting sharing with someone when everyone else turns their backs on you. I didn't think i would go back to the emo days, but i'm not gonna lie, a lot of people have been disappointing me recently and that encourages these thoughts. Now all i need is a tub of icecream and my soft rock music. Oh how stereotypical. 

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