So i surrender, to every word you whisper.

Damn these people who come back into your life. What is it that i'm talking about? Well, yesterday when i came home from a very wet but fun day at Halloween Haunt, i checked my email, something i normally do after a long day. What do i find? Someone has added me on fb. Why? I have no clue. I was literally dumbfounded, at first i thought i might have been tired and that i was just seeing things, but no, it's real. I don't know why he would add me. He knows I've deleted him...from my life. Whats with this? I mean, it really doesn't make any sense. Here's what im thinking, the only way he would add me is if his friends hacked into his account or if he was possessed by the same demon in paranormal activity 2. All jokes aside, i think another reason could be that he wants to be "friends" or he wants to say something. Because let's face it, if he didn't want to say anything, he didn't have to add me, because im sure he's not just doing this so the number of friends he has increases online. Those were the most logical possibilities i could come up with. But...it's so late now, i deleted him 4 months ago, i stopped talking to him like 7 months ago and i havent seen him in a year, this all adds up to a big wtf on his part. Why can't people leave things as they are? It's a lot easier for me to deal with than this. I'm very hesitant but i know what i'm going to end up doing. I just hope it doesn't fall apart like it did last time. ><

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