Thinking about you

Do you not think so far ahead?
Cause I've been thinking about forever.
I remember how could I forget, how you feel
We'll go down this road till it turns from colour to black and white.


I'm glad to say that I'm finally at a place in my life where I'm truly satisfied with my growth over the past year. I learned a lot about myself and what I can do and overcome. And anything is possible, even when it seems like you have hit rock bottom, you will find the light once again, just hang in there. Slowly and slowly, life's jigsaw pieces will start to connect and it will make sense. It's true that you're not left with the same amount of friends that you started off with but you will have made quality friends along the way, the ones you want at your wedding. I'm grateful for having the strength to hold on. Because not only have I come home (yes that was a drake reference) I'm also quite happy, can't tell why though. Just not yet.

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