Wicked game

It's very strange how life works. When we least expect something good, it tends to happen. And on the contrary, when one bad thing happens, they happen all at once. Maybe it's some sort of test that God places us in these situations to see how we'll react and persevere. Whatever the case may be, I can assume he does enjoy it. The good thing is that means our lives will never be boring. And they shouldn't be, what's the point then right? If you aren't seizing the day and living to each moment. Because of course, tomorrow is not guaranteed. But this is not a morbid, obscure entry, I just wanted to take the time (out of my very very precious day) and document my thoughts. Maybe it's me listening to music and not wanting to do my assignment...but I find myself day dreaming. Day dreaming of what the future holds, how excited I am to delve into my career (that call), how excited I am to move forward with my life and start it really. It's weird right, getting older and just thinking wtf am I doing, but I'm excited for it (not the aging aspect) but just getting my life sorted. As an aquarius, I'll hold true to the heavenly powers of astrology and I shall remain forever young inside and un-tameable (just like my hair). Oh future... 

 What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you. 

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