The year's almost done

The time has come, for all of us to look back at the year of 2012 and contemplate and step into the new year with new resolutions in hopes of setting some guidance for the upcoming year. Well first things first, the world did not end on the 21st as per the mayans. Of course, they didn't even account for leap years, so their prediction was null and void. Now that we have gotten passed that obvious obstacle, we can talk about how i, Samra Nadeem would like to start off the new year of 2013. I feel like every time I write these pre-new years entries, i always realize how much has happened in the year. Which is a good thing of course. A lot has happened. And i'm sure if you've been keeping up with my entries, i don't need to update all y'all. This year i learned many things, i learned that you can't change people, they have to find it within themselves to change themselves, at the end of the day, people are going to do what they want to do, regardless of how it makes others feel (both good and bad thing). What else, oh that if you don't fix the problem at the core, it will sneak its way back in, impermanence is key, cherish your parents for they have always had your back, the ones who really care for you will find a way back to you despite the fallouts. It is important to love someone for the person they are rather than what they provide you, distance doesn't always damage relationships, there are two types of people, the one's who work at things, and the ones who give up. Sadly I have given up in many areas of my life. I wasn't always like this but right now i have. So to start off the new year. I would like to make some resolutions for Samra Nadeem. And i'd like to look back at this before the start of 2014 and see where 2013 has taken me (assuming i'm still alive). 

1. Move the fuck on Samra Nadeem, if it's meant to be, it'll happen
2. Don't be so scared about teaching, you just have to ease into it and they'll respect you eventually.
3. You can't fix the relationship your parents have with each other, but you can make your relationship with your dad the best it can be.
4. Get a good summer job so that you can pay off your car, and pay back your parents
5. Save up for FIFA 2014
6. Get to 100lbs, get skinny legs and a toned stomach
7. Learn how to play guitar well
8. Don't eat mcdonalds (try very hard not to)
9. Do something spontaneous and completely out of your comfort zone
10. Get your G
11. Be more patient with your brother, he'll get there eventually
12. Try to see the good in people after the bad, always go back to that
13. Travel somewhere this year, even if its not far away like sia in titanium, fyi, its FIRE AWAY dumbass
14. Listen to good music; attend a proper concert
15. Watch a scary movie in the dark, by yourself, home alone
16. Try not to friend zone anyone
17. You've started this new habit where you're more comfortable swearing...yeah stop.
18. Look at things retrospectively
19. Remember that even if you realize, you don't want to teach right away, you can always do more school, of course, you'll have to pay for it so maybe teach to make money and keep going to school and learning. Never stop learning
20. If mom brings up marriage, resist resist.
21. When Annum and Sarah bring you down, remember that they're your cousins, and they don't fully know you so don't let it get to you
22. Get ride of that cyst thing...
23. Say no to the guys who don't interest you, don't brush it off
24. Retrospect retrospect retrospect

I think if you stick to some goals, you should be okay Samra. Make sure you are okay.